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12 / the space between apologies
As The Seventh Wave's 2020-2021 Artist in Residence, I created "harmer/harmed", an interactive zine. We did a one-time, limited edition print run. What…
Bianca Ng
Feb 25
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11 / still processing
snapshot of 2020 and switching my newsletter over to substack
Bianca Ng
Jan 28
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10 / another year older, it could be worse
It’s been awhile. I know I disappeared after promising to keep up with this newsletter, but I promise I haven’t forgotten about y’all. Over the past th…
Bianca Ng
Mar 15, 2020
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09 / looking vs seeing
One month of solo travel felt like three years of living in NYC. When you solo travel, there is nowhere to hide from your deepest fears and insecuritie…
Bianca Ng
Nov 30, 2019
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08 / a new season
People demand to know why I’m leaving NYC to take 4 months off in Asia and then a year in New Zealand. Not always, but sometimes they asked in a way th…
Bianca Ng
Oct 24, 2019
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07 / home–bound
Almost a year ago, my first newsletter, “Coming Home,” spoke openly about my resentment towards my younger self and committing to a journey of self-com…
Bianca Ng
Sep 25, 2019
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06 / dear Kobie,
I love all dogs, but I hope you knew that you were my favorite. I need you to know how much I loved you and how much I hope you lived a happy life. To …
Bianca Ng
Jul 29, 2019
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05 / (dis)trust
After some internal debate, I decided to put my creative baby Take Up Space on infinite hold. My focus is not on a project's permanence, but instead on…
Bianca Ng
May 3, 2019
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04 / to just be
“Feb 6, 2019: Yesterday morning I had a panic attack during stand up. My body clammed up. I sped walked to the bathroom to cry. I debated going home. I…
Bianca Ng
Mar 11, 2019
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03 / yes and no
In 2017 I lost my identity, and the only good aspect about starting from scratch is the liberating freedom you gain. In 2018 I welcomed every possibili…
Bianca Ng
Jan 14, 2019
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02 / support each other
"I admire how vulnerable you are by sharing yourself in your artwork and now, your newsletter. Is this how you show up in your relationships as well? A…
Bianca Ng
Dec 18, 2018
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01 / Coming home
After two weeks of being uprooted from my daily NYC routine, I had a visceral nightmare I was being chased by a murderer. I kept running and hiding in …
Bianca Ng
Nov 1, 2018
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