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11 / still processing
snapshot of 2020 and switching my newsletter over to substack
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Bianca Ng
13 / receiving
In most of my relationships, I am the space holder.
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Bianca Ng
12 / the space between apologies
As The Seventh Wave's 2020-2021 Artist in Residence, I created "harmer/harmed", an interactive zine. We did a one-time, limited edition print run. What…
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Bianca Ng
14 / rest begets rest
First, I wanted to say thank you for all the warm birthday wishes.
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Bianca Ng
05 / (dis)trust
After some internal debate, I decided to put my creative baby Take Up Space on infinite hold. My focus is not on a project's permanence, but instead on…
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Bianca Ng
10 / another year older, it could be worse
It’s been awhile. I know I disappeared after promising to keep up with this newsletter, but I promise I haven’t forgotten about y’all. Over the past…
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Bianca Ng
03 / yes and no
In 2017 I lost my identity, and the only good aspect about starting from scratch is the liberating freedom you gain. In 2018 I welcomed every…
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Bianca Ng
09 / looking vs seeing
One month of solo travel felt like three years of living in NYC. When you solo travel, there is nowhere to hide from your deepest fears and…
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Bianca Ng
04 / to just be
“Feb 6, 2019: Yesterday morning I had a panic attack during stand up. My body clammed up. I sped walked to the bathroom to cry. I debated going home. I…
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Bianca Ng
07 / home–bound
Almost a year ago, my first newsletter, “Coming Home,” spoke openly about my resentment towards my younger self and committing to a journey of…
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Bianca Ng
02 / support each other
"I admire how vulnerable you are by sharing yourself in your artwork and now, your newsletter. Is this how you show up in your relationships as well…
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Bianca Ng
06 / dear Kobie,
I love all dogs, but I hope you knew that you were my favorite. I need you to know how much I loved you and how much I hope you lived a happy life. To…
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Bianca Ng
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